Ami's journals

i'm burning out fasssstttt.  i'm constantly searching for a new job.  my stomach gets sick when i'm getting ready to go into work, and when i get out it takes me hours to calm down.  i work and i sleep and then i go to work again...so its no wonder that i'm saving up so much money.  then i started thinking that i should just save and save and just quit my job for a while...still searching for a new one, but back out of an already bad situation before it gets worse.  i'm just so sick of the train of idiots that we hire and fire within months. 

uhm...what else besides bitching? my sister is getting married in two weeks...so that means my brother, sister and i will be reunited for the 2nd time in a year (yay!).  i get really excited to see my brother since it is such a rare occurance.  i still cry like a little baby when he leaves, though...i lose my fellow people critic!  so yeah...i'm kind of pumped for the whole wedding thing, but mostly because there's going to be an open bar and i haven't had a drink in 4 months (and i need one so desperately). 

i guess if i ever have time, i'll try to post more journals and get into the forum.  its just i don't really get out any more, so all of my journals would be crap about work. blah!

Hi everyone.  Contrary to popular belief, I am not dead and I do not hate you! :heart:

Its been a pretty shitty summer, so I'm glad its almost over.  As most of you know, I've been trying to finish up my degree...so I took a dive and took my last two courses in the intense summer semester, on top of working 40+ hours a week.  Needless to say, I rarely had a chance to perv out...BUT I did finish school.  I'm gradually trying to work up the pent up anger and frustration for which I did not have time to deal with...and THEN I will definitely be hanging out here.

Until then, I just want to say THANK YOU to everyone who has left me nice comments and such.  I hope you all didn't forget about me in my short disappearance.

I LOVE YOU!

Hi, my hair is really frizzy this morning.  I am getting a cut and color today, so I just washed my hair and let it air dry.  I usually do this so my friend Bri (who does my hair) can see how the cut is growing out .  I swear, my hair is different every time.  For instance, I've noticed that my once stick-straight hair has somehow gotten wavy...what the hell? I have all these flippy spots everywhere...
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Is it wrong that I totally want this guy at work to lose his job?  I've never been one to care how people run their rooms as long as they aren't beating the kids, but this guy seriously bothers me.  He keeps talking to all the kids like they're dumb.  Sure, they have developmental disabilities, but I've also learned that with the exception of maybe 2 or 3 kids, none of them are stupid or incapable of understanding what people say.   Hell, even the ones people think are completely out of it are masters of manipulation. 
But this guy...he speaks so. slow. to. the. kids.  He also taunts them at meal time by cutting them off at two glasses of Kool-Aid, or one packet of sour cream, or one glass of chocolate milk...or whatever he decides he wants to limit them on. AND THEN he says "Do you want another glass of Kool-Aid? TOO BAD! You can't HAVE another glass of Kool-Aid!" 
Point? Who fucking cares how much sour cream they want on their food...or how much Kool-Aid they want to drink.  Meal times are probably the only times to look forward to, so why ruin it?  That's why I play the daily game of: "Who should I throw this ball of bread at?"  I go to the table with the two most independant clients and I say "Who should I throw this ball of bread at today?" And then they debate it for about 15 minutes...and then they agree on a staff member to bounce a piece of bread off of.  Its totally obnoxious of me to do, but the kids always get so silly happy.  I love it.

Easter blows.

is it wrong that i'm eating a ton of sugar free york peppermint patties because i want to see what the hell the WARNING LABEL was all about?!  individuals sensitive to sugar substitutes may experience a laxative effect.  now, mind you i've never had a laxative, but i just wanna see how this turns out.  i'm so weird.

i wish i had someone around to make dinner for.  i'm making crab cakes tonight...and they're going to be SO GOOD.  so someone grab a flight to illinois and eat them with me.

oh...and you know how i love love love avatar on nickelodeon?  well, get this...  yesterday i was cutting a canteloupe and i cut my finger really bad.  i had to steal a band-aid from my roommate, but as we all know those get icky so fast that i had togo out and buy some.  THEY HAVE AVATAR BANDAIDS!!!!!!!!  YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!  i'm going to be like a little kid, i think, and invent new injuries just so i can rock my new band-aids.

Check it out, dudes...I have a new name!!
AYYYYMEE? No way.  Ahh-mee.  You know why?  Because I'm a total dork.  When Joe and I first started dating, I found out his giant obsession with the anime DNA^2.  You should look it up.
Here's a little blurb about it that I ripped off some website:

In the future, society has a MAJOR population problem. The cause is the Mega-Playboy, men who are totally irresistible to women, due to their genes. One Mega-Playboy can make 100 women pregnant and the boys also become Mega-Playboys. Karin is an agent sent to the past to find the first Mega-Playboy and stop him with a special bullet. Karin, who dreams of having her very own "Sweet Home" (a rarity in the overcrowded future) finds the original Mega-Playboy, a young man named Junta. Junta has a problem; he throws up at anything even REMOTELY sexual, you do NOT want to be around if he glimpses a girl's panties! Perplexed, Karin shoots him anyway, then finds out she shot him with the wrong bullet! The drug inside of the bullet turns Junta into a Mega-Playboy and back. Now Karin has to figure out how to get out of the mess that she created, or else she won't get her sweet home! Other players in this chaos are Ami, a girl that Junta grew up with (and the only one he doesn't get sick around), Tomoko, first victim of Junta's Mega-Playboy powers and Ryuuji, the jealous boyfriend. Not to mention the hordes of girls who swoon when Junta powers up, including Karin.

So you heard it first...Joe doesn't throw up around me! Bwahahahahaha!

And now I am editing this to see how it looks when I post an edited entry...