Amanda-Marie's journals

So I've officially become addicted to WoW.  Anyone on here play? (World of Warcraft for those of you who are like wtf is she talking about)  I pulled a 12 hour run straight the other night. So I think I am definately an addict, lol.

Wheeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm bored as hell!!!!  Seems that I'm doing a great job isolating myself from friends, so when I actually wanna chat, I'm screwed...

So... what up?  Say hello... boredom blows when you're all alone...

xoxoxox

I feel like poo. Sinuses, allergies, head colds OH MY!  I always seem to get sick when I get back from NJ.  I don't know if its the change in weather or what. Caca...

On top of that my mom is sick and going thru treatments for something, and if I stay sick, I can't be around her. Which poses an issue since a) I live with her and b) I'm kind of supposed to be caring for her in a way...

ugh.

He wants me. He doesn't want me. He's happier than he's been in a long time. He loves me but he can't say that he loves me. He wants things to be about right now. Things are good right now.  Why do we have to think about the future.  Well because HELLO! The future, when it comes down to it, is what matters most. Why do I have to get all deep when things are going well. 3 rocky years later... Why does my heart have to be the yo-yo.

Fuck.

The heat in NJ is killing me... Forget about making my hair nice and pin straight... I leave the friggin house and POOF... Yeah, I'm a priss... lol

So I made it here safely... YAY!  Spending some time w/ friends and some yummy quality time w/ my ex  I'm a happy girl!

Wheeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am SO pissed!   American Airlines just called me at like 12:30am to let me know that my flight for 6am was cancelled!!!  Ack!  I hate planes and the bullshit that comes along with them...  Apparently NY had some shitty weather and Laguardia pushed all of its flights back and now I have to wait 3 more hours to get on a friggin plane!  Grrrrrrr.....

AND I have someone that I can't wait to see picking me up that has to work in the afternoon, and that's 3 hours that I miss spending quality time... 

Fucking fucks...

And I was all geared up to pull an all nighter and now I have no choice but to sleep... did I mention that I am an evil bitch in the morning and hard as hell to wake up... my poor mother... God bless her tomorrow morning... lol

So... I'll be heading out to New Jersey on the 13th... I'm so gassed!  I can't wait to get out of Michigan for a while.  I'll only be out there for like 10 days, but I'm still happy.  I'll be going to the Sounds of the Undergroud show on the 15th when I'm there... Anyone going? Should be fun! Here's some of the lineup...

• Gwar - love them!!


• As I Lay Dying


• In Flames


• Cannibal Corpse


• E-Town Concrete - buddies of mine


• Strength in Numbers


• Agents of Man - also buddies of mine

Should be a kick ass show!  Come on down... show some love, and if you see me there, say what up... hehe

So... I just posted an old pic from when I had black hair... I miss it so much!!!

Now I'm feeling the urge to go and dye my hair... but I don't want just black... I want to do something a little more out there than just one color... But I'm scared to fry my hair... my hair is getting long as hell, and I don't want to cut it for a long time...

Maybe I'll just get some cool extensions... there... I talked myself out of it... that was quick...

Off to look for some extensions!!!!! Yay!

 Here's hoping Sweden kicks Germany's ass in the cup game!!!!

Ahh... what a crazy week I had... Monday and Tuesday my ex was in town on business, so I hung out with him. It's nice to still be really good friends with an ex after 3 years of separation... but I guess after 5 years with someone it'll either be really good or really bad... I'm happy though to still have him in my life... I'm all about having wonderful people around me!

Wednesday, aside from work, I did nothing... which was nice too...

Thurdsday I decided to venture out solo and go to a bar away from my house, to be alone in a new place, have a drink, and meet new people... I didn't really meet anyone new, but it was nice to get out and be more extroverted than usual.  I did play pool with an old guy who seemed to be a local and a regular to the spot.  I wasn't interested in him, but I can't refuse a nice game of pool.  I lost, but I held my own for sure... I love playing pool, I think I need to get out and do it more often...

The Nascar race was here this weekend... and before you say WTF?? I love racing, and no, I'm not a redneck, I swear!!!  So... Friday I went out and met up with a really really nice guy who works with one of the race teams... It was totally uncharacteristic of me to meet up with someone I've never met, but lately I've been thinking, if I want to change anything about my life, I have to think outside the box and do things outside the norm for myself.  So, Friday we went out... decided to hit a bar.  The first bar we went to was a gogo bar, nether of us even realized it until we got to the door, lol.  And as much as I love seeing naked chics, we opted out and went somewhere else so we could chit chat.  We ended up at some country ass bar with country ass karaoke!!!  What a blast!!!  There is nothing more entertaining than listening to some drunken hillbillies singing poorly to George Jones and God knows what else... The bartender had it out for us I think, our s were strong as hell!!!  :-)  Then Saturday I went out there again, and we went to dinner... Such a nice guy.  I had more fun this weekend than I have in a long time... Then Sunday, I went to the race!!!  Oh, what a friggin blast!!!  The smell of burning rubber and race fuel, mmmm... talk about an aphrodisiac!  I had so much fun, and my fave driver won the race, which was awesome!

So now, here I sit, after sleeping all effin day, sunburned and still exhausted.  I think I'm gonna head to bed soon, but I felt the need to share my weekend with someone... :-)  I'm proud of myself for actually venturing out and doing things outside of my normal routine!  Maybe instead of sitting around and waiting for things to happen on their own, I can finally be the old me, and make shit happen for myself!!!

It's soooo nice here today, and I'm friggin bored!  I have nothing to do with myself, nowhere to go and no one to hang out with... I'm such a bum...

I need to find some trouble to get into!!!!