Amanda-Marie's journals

I shot with toys last night for my site... It was fun.  The pics came out pretty fucking hot too...  I'm stoked.    Off to the Tiger's game!!!  <3

So I have been working out like a psychopath lately.  I am bound and determined to get myself into hella fucking shape.  My goal is to be ready for hardcore girl/girl shit in 3 months, and require little editing mind you.  I am going to do it.  I've been watching what I eat, eating healthy things I normally wouldn't, and working out for at least 45min every day.  I know its not a lot, but it is for me.  I havent worked out in years.  So eventually I will build up to 1.5hrs a day or so... but for now I'm content.  I've also been stretching for a half hour before and after I work out to get some of my dance flexibility back.  I used to be in dance for years, so I was always naturally very flexible.  And at 25, I see it going out the window... and THAT my friends, is unacceptable.  Not only is it key for shooting hot shit but its fucking key for my crazy sex drive.  I love being all bendy and flexy and shit.  Its hot. 

Mark my words... I will be in fucking super shape in 3 months time... and I'll be fucking myself all over town.  lol  Maybe not... but maybe... who knows. <3

Then no one can say I'm the chubby chick of the site anymore... heh

You ever have that feeling of impending doom in the pit of your stomach?  I don't know what it is... I don't know whats causing it.... I just have the feeling that something terrible is coming that is going to cause me immense stress and/or grief and sadness...  I just can't put my finger on it... but I feel it in my bones... I don't like it at all...

SO... am I a fucking nutjob?  Or has anyone else ever felt this way with or without good reason to?

heh

Is it just me or has allergy season officially started in the Midwest?  FUCK!  I was up all nite sneezing and rubbing my eyes and my nose itching.  Now today my eyes are poofy... I'm sneezing like a mofo.... LAME.   I fucking hate allergy season.  I need medical insurance. 

Good Morning!  hehe    <3

i'm sleeeeepy..... good nite perverts   :zz:

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in case anyone has noticed that I have a dimple on either side of my left leg just above the knee.... let me explain....  it's not really a dimple so to speak.... its a scar that i have on both side of my leg from a bolt that went thru my leg when i was in traction as a kid...  I noticed that it kinda stood out in this last set so I figured I'd tell you guys what the hell it is in case anyone was like wtf... lol....  I had a dislocated hip when i was a baby and was in and out of surgeries from the time I was 18 mos. till I was about 4 or 5. So if you see a huge scar on my left hip ever... thats it... and the dimples are a part of that as well... hehe

oh... and good morning.... my lazy ass just woke up... heh    <3

yeah so i officially look like a lunatic in my new set... a sex crazed one... but fucking nuts nonetheless lol

<3

Just hit 2000+ pics on my site with this weekends updates... YAY!  I really do need to start getting nekkid more though... I only have a month and a half of fetish updates left... heh.  I miss getting tied up.

Sometimes I forget how much I heart Black & White sets.... but the latest one of me.... I love it!  The really harsh contrast gives me girl-boner for Matthew's skillz!  Yay!

So I have decided to quit smoking. I was reading up on ideas for how to quit. The first step it seems is to set a date.
So my Quit Date is March 31st. This gives me enough time to cut down so the nicotine withdrawal isnt so bad...
But that means that I MUST shoot lots of smoking sets until then, heh. I love smoking sets but while I'm quitting
and probably some time after I quit, I won't be able to shoot them, since it may make me want to start up again.

This is going to be a big challenge for me. I like smoking. My best friend smokes. The good thing is, I live with my
mom and she doesn't smoke. And my boyfriend doesn't smoke either. I'm actually the only person in my family that smokes,
that's still living anyways, heh. So as far as people around me goes... it seems that Chrissy may be my only vice...
QQ

Wish me luck!!!