Aleks's journals

I really cannot stand the way guys treat me.  I'm almost to the point of ridding myself of them.  They play with my head and then toss me aside as if i have no feelings.  Tonight i realized a lot of things and they aren't very good ones.  Tonight is the second time that i have thought about hurting myself this year.  Shit is so fucking stupid.  I thought i had gotten over all of that mess but apparently not.  I need a ton of hugs right now.  I need help.  I need to stop being such a push over.

First off, i would like to say thank you to everyone that was in the GG chat room last night.  I love all of you. 
Farhaad,
don't forget mushroom stamp tattoo on my forehead. 
Katrina,
You have magnificent boobies and expect a letter that you can hardly read very soon.
Swindle,
You are the one.  That is it haha<3
Livia,
:0)


okay now for some more serious business my friend is applying to GG, I'm really excited about this.  Mainly because she is spectacular and she sports my banners and always cheers me up when i am down.

And for the blog title....
I know that i should not take offense to this but here goes....
I was adding a bunch of people that will be at the Augusta Tattoo Convention coming up, and i guess i added a few random artists.  Well dude was totally nice.  He left me little comments and talked about my ink.  Always cool stuff.  Well, he left me a comment on a picture today that said that i was OTHER SITE material.   I quickly responded with a "BOO! the other site is no good. GodsGirls.com all the way!"  He was uneducated in the ways of the girls of gods.  So i sent him to check us out, very nice man, he loved our site. YAY.  Hopefully he will become a member. 

Oh yes and boys who cheat, beware, i am coming for you with my lead injected baseball bat

Okay, so GG events, I would love to be at all of them.  I'm trying to currently find a job to help fund these and whatnot.  So If you know of any future events and dates please do tell me so that i can figure out how much money to save up and whatnot.  I really want to meet all of you ladies.  I'm sure there will be some amazing Halloween even which I would love nothing more than to attend.  But yes if any of you ladies know of said events and a place that i might crash when in town that would be spectacular.  I know a few people out there but i think it would be way more fun to get to know all of you.  :)

My birthday is exactly one month away.  I'm so ready to be 21.    And... I'm listening to country music right now.... weird....

WARNING: I'm the worst at improvising a conversation.  especially via video.  with that being said.  enjoy <3

Stubbing your toe when waking up in the morning is always the sign of a not so awesome day.  I feel sick, and I'm about to have to make a 5 hour drive back home.  Not too excited about that.  Made a video blog, i'm waiting until i get home to post it.  Heating up a bean cheese and jalapeno chimichanga for breakfast. haha. what a way to start off the day.  I'm going to be so bored the whole drive back.  making semi long drives alone suck when you had a rough night before as well.  That shall be in the video blog love's <3

So I fell off the face of the earth for a few days, however i am back and have a few things to share.  cute new photos especially.  I'll be posting them in my profile photos instead of on here.  I'm also going to make a video blog soon.  It looks like a fun way to reach out to people, and let them know that you are real.  Def kind of cool.  If anyone has any topic suggestions, please let me know.

On another note, i'm going to shoot a DIY set today.  So i'm going to go shower now and get on that.

keep it posi lords and ladies of GG <3

so bummed out, the 1st annual augusta tattoo expo is sept 1&2 and i want to push GG, but i'll be damned if my only credit card i had other than my SWEET AE card, got cut up so that i wouldn't use it.  So no GG shirt for me.  So looks like I will be either screening my own shirt or spray painting one and sewing it into a dress.  Maybe sewing a bag.  I'm looking into using a secret spot in my shop to shoot a DIY set that makes my toes tingle.

BTW if you haven't noticed or read it before i have the worst grammar and punctuation ever.  Mainly because it is the internet and I could care less.  However i should. ha

So i'm currently at work.  Not working today just seeing my friends boyfriends band.   Should be fun but until they go on i have to sit through a horrid metalishmelodicishcoreish band.  I don't get why this shit is so popular. 

Can anyone tell me why good looking dudes always happen to be in bands and have shitty attitudes?   I just want a non band good looking non shitty dude.  It's damn near impossible to find.  I am however into a certain little creep that is not in a band but rumored to be a whore.  I'm a little bummed out about it.  If not a dude someone find me a pretty little lady  to hold hands with and kiss on :)

Seriously people get back to me on it..

Woo I'm so excited to be a part of the GG family.  I'm about to head to work but I will finish this amazingness later tonight.  It's like Christmas only better :)