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Blindsided completely.  Seriously shit comes out of no where.  Hits you smack dab in the middle of your forehead.  I'm trying hard to grow and move forward.  To get my life together and get away from here.  Shit keeps holding me back.  I don't understand people sometimes.  I have gotten used to not letting what people say to and about me get to me.  But when they are positive things that you had hoped to never hear again it's hard to deal with.  Anywho....

We're working on finishing up my tattoos so that means i'll be taking more naked pictures for you're overly deserving eyes.  I have bigger boobs now apparently more curves.  Lots more tattoos.  As you can tell from some recent pics that i have posted.  I'm currently at work, trying to figure out how i am moving all of my things, I'm about to be a Central Florida GG.  So members and Models be sure to get at me i want to make stops on my drive down.  i'm going to go down the east coast through daytona and whorlando.  Soooo you better all get in touch with me so we can meet up get lunch or have drinks maybe hook me up with a couch to crash on i like road trips.  I'm trying to see about moving down the 21st but i may not have enough money which really bums me out.  But we shall see.  If i dont have enough money i wont be there til the 2nd week of july.  which is hella lame.  Oh well I'll at least have time to do a few fun things before i get stuck working all of the time.  I'm so ready to move and get the fuck out of this small as town full of narrowminded fucks.  

So after all of this i know i'll be stuck in a town just like im in down only there is a beach, and that is totally fine with me because i can just go listen to the waves crashing and know that life is totally amazing and no one matters in this world but my family and my friends.  They are few and far between.  So much love.  PS



i really want people to come out for this i've tried for months to get stuff together but no one really showed much interest.  so it kinda bummed me out.  But I'll be there and i'll be getting tattooed by one of our amazing members Baba.  So be jealous!  ^_^

so i'm back to moving to tampa, however it's going to be ridiculous the first month or two because ill be living with my friend ashley and her mom. oh man that should be fun.. i haven't met her mom yet and we're going to talk about it all tonight. how we're going to work me helping with bills and what not. My mother is super supportive, however my father hates the idea of� me moving so far away. So with the florida heat comes less clothing.
      I'll be getting back into shape this month and looking for jobs doing pretty much anything and everything so that i can save more money up to move down there and help towards getting an apartment.� Also yeah so part of the reason for me moving is a little hair cut that cause a stir that revealed a few more tattoos...

here are a few photos...

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okay so we all have a love hate relationship with talking on the phone.  I typically love receiving phone calls, even if theya re late at night... Up until recently... Recently ive been getting strain of obnoxious phone calls.  The one i will discuss right now, was recieved at about 2am lastnight.  granted i was half awake it didn't bother me too badly.  But the content discussed is what was just ridiculous.  ::phone rings::  i think to myself hmm why the fuck am i getting a private call at 2am... well yeah i answered it because my friend john usually calls from a private number so i thought maybe something was wrong.... boy was i wrong i answered and this was said...hi this is so and so from the obgyn or whatever and we got your hiv test results back and they are positive....  all i could do was laugh and play along.  So i went on saying how much of a dirty slut i am and how ive banged about 8million dudes.  They told me i was a pinup slut and that was all that i would ever be.  Haha people are so lame.  Anyways so i said on the real can you at least name 5 dudes ive fucked?  the retards said jeffree starr.  I'm sorry but i dont have a p33n so i dont know how the fuck that would have happened that and i've only run into him once on the streets of hollyweird.  anywho... So what i want to know is how many other girls get these ridiculous phone calls?  I'm changing my number soon anyway so i mean it's not that important.  But yeah share your stories.

 i'm going out of town tomorrow i mean out of town being 45 min away but shit it's still not where i live and i dont work there so its good enough for me.  I get to have a day full of hangouts with a few of my fav people before i go back to work 3 nights of shows woooo!  Then maybe sometime this weekend before shows i can get some more work done on my foot.  the line work still hasnt heeled out and that was 3 weeks ago.  i dont remember that shit taking this long to heel.  it's mad annoying and all rough and scabby still.  :/    My cupcake heeled out all rough and its in the shiny flaky stage.  once that fully heels out we get to finish it i'm excited about it.  The day i go to get it finished im baking cupcakes for everyone at the tattoo shop ^_^  i miss baking.  so if any girls want cookies, i make some bomb ass chocolate chip ones.... so lemme know i'm in the mood to bake and ship ^_^

so i was on stickam talking to some friends and this person comes in my live and tried to "recruit" me for another site.... if this is out of line i will take it down but i mean really....



newfaces: Hi, my name is Ashley Gellar with New Faces Modeling. You are gorgeous! Are you interested in becoming a model?
newfaces: Mainly for Other Site
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: haha no im a gods girl.
newfaces: i know, why not come to the big leagues? :)
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: because im loyal.
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: and i dont believe in being owned
newfaces: i guess you dont believe in exposure then either
newfaces: considering other site gets like 100x the visitors and members of GG
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: im not doing it to get famous
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: i could care less
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: i prefer quality over quantity

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i have some of the most insane dreams that slip my mind after i walk around a bit.  It really pisses me off because i know they are recurring dreams and i still can't figure the shit out.  But on to the weird part, I'm not sure if anyone else has this happen but anytime i sleep clothed, i wake up pants and underwear down below my ass.  I'm sure its just the way i sleep, but still it gets you thinking what if someone else is doing that shit.  Violating you while you are sleeping.  It's really shitty to think that someone could be coming into your home and doing something like that.  I mean really i'm positive that it was all just me not being comfortable where i was sleeping and i wriggled my way out of them.  Still though it's one of those things to keep in mind. Next...
So i've been on Stickam nightly and i still havent heard from any of the girls or members.  i want to see your faces and be silly with all of you! It's free all you have to do is sign up ^_^ 

Also this summer i want to meet girls and have dance parties and go to strip clubs get more tattoos pretty much just travel.  Anyone else interested?

ENERGIE: do you like tattoos?
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: no.
ENERGIE: so why do you have so many?>
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: i hatew them and i think that they are so trashy
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: why ask if i like them if you know that i have so many..... stupid question
ENERGIE: its strange for a girl to have so many
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: not really
ENERGIE: and what are the god girls?
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: bible totin betties
Aleks Maxx of GodsGirls: holier than thou ^_^


i hate when people look at me and ask me dumb questions.   fucking imbeciles.

anyways today i went out with my mother and took photos of her garden.  She's such a sweet lady.  I'm dreading finally telling her that i went through with modeling for GG.  It's going to break her little heart almost as much as it will for her to see my last 3 tattoos ive gotten.  haha.
I'm having so much trouble getting my head back on straight.  Just when i start to realize that i'm ready to settle down my world gets turned upside down again :/  I still haven't found a job other than the venue i work at.  It's kinda hellish.  The people here are so close minded.  I go out with a tube top on and my piercings in and i get sneered at yet i take out my piercings and wear a little cardigan and i get the greatest service ever.  Shit bugs me.  oh well it's the lifestyle that i chose i suppose.  I must deal with narrowminded little cunts.  In 3 years i will join the fucked for life club and get my neck piece started.  Who knows maybe i'll change my mind by then.  or maybe it will become more socially acceptable...

Also like ive said before everyone with a cam needs a stickam account.... www.stickam.com
my page is www.stickam.com/elurkersarehot  so add me and let me know you are from the site.  <3

so ive been going back and forth on whether i should move to florida or not.  Right now it looks like i will be staying in SC and going to school here.  Getting my cosmetology license and working my ass off to get the fuck out of here.  I'm not going to take the easy way out this time by just moving again.  My friend ashley, whom i'm trying to get to move up here, just left yesterday. It sucked after spending a week together it didn't seem like it was enough.  On another note, my pink CHI went missing two days ago so ive had the worst hair ever.  Hair went from hella long to now hella short.  i like it.  It's perfect for warm weather and what is even more perfect for warm weather would be a new tattoo.  ^_^  so here it is ladies and gentleman....