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i cut all of my hair off.  check it out lovers

ever heard of it?
http://www.webmd.com/cancer/cervical-cancer/colposcopy-and-cervical-biopsy

check it out.  i just had this done today.  it was quite possibly one of the scariest things ever.  it hurt so bad, but i was strong.  i waited til the doctor left to cry.  they didnt use any local anesthetic no pills to help with the pain after.  it sucked.  so im in bed mad achey with what feels like a diaper on.  During the procedure i tried my hardest to not fart aswell as afterwards. i was so scared to for fear of fucking something up.  just let loose though.  best feeling ever.  But yeah anyways, in addition to this procedure they put me on some anti depressants for my anxiety but its making me feel a little more anxious.  :( 

is  kool

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oh lord.  i start school tomorrow. I'm seriously super nervous.  i HATE going into uncharted territories.

so everyone wish me luck on my awesome new venture into cosmetology school ^_^



unfortunately you cannot enlarge it so i apologize :/

i set up a chat.  it may or may not get a little raunchy tonight.  since i turn 22 in about 2 hours ^_^

so today is Kaia's birthday, which means that tomorrow is Ronnie and i's birhtdays.  So i expect to see comments on all 3 of our pages.  lots of mspaint birthday cards.  c'mon.  show us love'.


speaking of birthday stuff though, i got a spectacular package in the mail the other day.  it contained the following.



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so julene has a new set up and i swear holy mother of god... wtf

one day i will conquer her.  oh yess expect to see it eventually that bitch will be mine... hahah

okay so in other news, i'm currently in a weird place in my life.  I start school next week, moved back to sc to live with my parents.  I got my old job back for the most part.  Still not making shit for money which really sucks, i need a real job.  I've been sick on and off and today got a phone call saying that i need to come back and have more tests done.  This kinda scares me since my life has taken so many turns in the last few months.  I really don't know what to think anymore, it's really kinda yuck honestly.  But enough complaining.  You don't want to hear about my bad days.  So here is part of my great day, i bought some awesome shoes today.  they are seriously so comfy. 


they are going to be of much use since i kinda have to dress up for school.  I'm going to be a hairstylist ^_^  yay