Blindsided completely.  Seriously shit comes out of no where.  Hits you smack dab in the middle of your forehead.  I'm trying hard to grow and move forward.  To get my life together and get away from here.  Shit keeps holding me back.  I don't understand people sometimes.  I have gotten used to not letting what people say to and about me get to me.  But when they are positive things that you had hoped to never hear again it's hard to deal with.  Anywho....

We're working on finishing up my tattoos so that means i'll be taking more naked pictures for you're overly deserving eyes.  I have bigger boobs now apparently more curves.  Lots more tattoos.  As you can tell from some recent pics that i have posted.  I'm currently at work, trying to figure out how i am moving all of my things, I'm about to be a Central Florida GG.  So members and Models be sure to get at me i want to make stops on my drive down.  i'm going to go down the east coast through daytona and whorlando.  Soooo you better all get in touch with me so we can meet up get lunch or have drinks maybe hook me up with a couch to crash on i like road trips.  I'm trying to see about moving down the 21st but i may not have enough money which really bums me out.  But we shall see.  If i dont have enough money i wont be there til the 2nd week of july.  which is hella lame.  Oh well I'll at least have time to do a few fun things before i get stuck working all of the time.  I'm so ready to move and get the fuck out of this small as town full of narrowminded fucks.  

So after all of this i know i'll be stuck in a town just like im in down only there is a beach, and that is totally fine with me because i can just go listen to the waves crashing and know that life is totally amazing and no one matters in this world but my family and my friends.  They are few and far between.  So much love.  PS



i really want people to come out for this i've tried for months to get stuff together but no one really showed much interest.  so it kinda bummed me out.  But I'll be there and i'll be getting tattooed by one of our amazing members Baba.  So be jealous!  ^_^