fabulous things.  They are the greatest places to meet spectacular people.  on my flight home from LA in may, i met a guy and drunkenly made out with him he was pretty awesome.  It was random and i had never done that before.  silly me.  Anywho, next comes the awesome girl i met on my flight home from NY, i was really sick and hungry and lonely and the girl offered me food and conversation, i made a new friend that short 2 hour flight.  Then comes my connecting flight from TN to WA.  I was bored in the terminal waiting for my flight, calling my credit card company getting shit ready for canada.  listening to my ipod when i catch a glimpse of this guy with insanely beautiful eyes, a few minute later he began talking to me, just about random stuff what we both do for work, tattoos, family.  It was nice someone that wasnt afraid of me.  Anyway we both ended up sitting next to old people on that flight, sitting next to people where when they fall asleep you have to use a mirror to check if they're still breathing is not so awesome.  Okay so i rant a whole lot.  But yeah we get off the plane he's waiting on me we talk walk to the rest rooms exchange numbers and then part ways.  I will say this he smelled amazing had a beautiful smile and some of the prettiest eyes i have ever seen on a guy.  This all happening when im going to see a guy that i like.  What horrible timing.  haha  anyways so said boy i was visiting was amazing but now it is over as ive stated in the previous entry.  I suppose it wasn't meant to be i need a boy that has faith that they can do anything if they want it bad enough, he did not have the willpower.  not a single bit of it.  So it made me think, i need a man, one that can and will fight to make things work, that will not just give up when there is a bump in the road.  Life wouldnt be worth living if it were just that easy.  So yeah anyway i was looking through my messages on here, and said boy from the flight he messaged me on here, he bought an account.  i was so stoked you have no idea. I don't know where i am going with this, but all boys with pretty eyes and a grasp on reality please raise your hands so that i might pick you out of the crowd of losers.  I think cristi will agree with me and she might just join me in this.  ^_^