I've been really MIA as of lately and this week i will be back in full force i'm currently editing a ton of DIYs and a special one with a lovely amazing lady by the name of Kyle.  I got to spend a few hours with her while i was in vancouver.  It was great minus me getting this really gnarly stomach ache and almost pooing myself to death.... Hot, right? haha.  Anyway so the trip was great, but thing were a mess when i got home and it made me sad for a while.  But i sat in my shower and contemplated why everything was so shitty and i decided that i'm not going to let a guy make me feel that bad ever again.  So, i cut him out of my life, hung out with some friends and just did more soul searching.  I'm going back to school in a couple months, and getting a better job.  I finally got the motivation that i needed to take care of myself.  I was thinking of joining the police force but i dont know how they would feel about the GG thing.  Honestly i wouldn't quit GG for anything.  I love it and i love the girls and the members.  Mostly because when im gone i have a few that check up on me and make sure that i am okay.  that is what this is about it's about friends and nudity, and well "family". I'm so stoked that i have such an awesome family and this week i'm sending out my DIYS.  Also i'm taking care of my secret santa gift tomorrow. I'm stoked on the idea that i have.  ^_^  i hope that she is too.  Oh and if any of you could help me out i'm trying to buy some GG shirts for myself and i dont know what size to get.  Because its hard to tell on the internet the size of people.  :/  i want to buy the shirts tonight so i have comfy clothes to wear around my house. thanks lovelies <3