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So today, I treated myself for the first time in a LONG TIME. I felt like I deserved some
new clothes. I bought 3 deep v necks from American Apparel cause they're comfy,
2 sweater things from Forever 21, a new scarf, a CUTE ass black lace dress, underwear,
and a nighty gown thingy. I just wish I had a date or something to go on so I could wear
[above] Just now. Sorry, I like raw non-photoshopped pictures
that don't hide imperfections and flaws. I am far from flawless.
This bathing suit for summer!
It's only $58 when I get money.
This is so I remember:
www.swimwearboutique.com/shopping/itemview.asp
Why does it run so strong throughout me to just be with someone. I WANT to be alone, or maybe I want to want to be alone. Instinctively, I want to fall asleep in someone's arms, I want to care for someone, and I want to do cute/special things for someone. I want to be attracted and focused on someone and get the same thing in return. It's not
... read full entry >Being in a relationship. Not with any particular person, I just miss the stability in general. When I see photos or a couple in public holding hands and smiling it brings out this empty feeling in me I didn't know existed. I just think happy couples are so cute, can't I have that?-and have it last?
Blue.
Sorry I haven't written much lately.
I'll fix that as soon as I'm feeling back
to normal, I don't want to flood my
journal with pessimistic views.
Love you all.
xoxo
Be safe tonight <3
SORRY DIY SET****
These were taken before my diy set which i did tonight. They pictures came out pretty good for a diy I just gota work on being more
flexible and shake all the rust off, I haven't done this modeling thing in a long time. The gal in charge of diy sets is on vacation so
I just have to sit tight and wait 'til she's back then I can
And I'm off to Lindsay's house possibly to do a DYI set right now. We're guna smoke some hookah and some bud.
Talk to you soon ladies and gentlemen <3
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