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Im hoomee!!!
Got in at 8 this morning, spent the day trying not to fall asleep to avoid jetlag, went to bed at 9 about to die of exhaustion after 30 hours without sleep, slept like the dead and then woke up at 1am widdeee aawaakeee.
Argh. Dame jet lag.

Annyyhow, Im back now. America was fun. Because of my inherant laziness I cant be arsed with really going into it, but here are some main points-

•  My plane was cancelled. I spent 24 hours (most of which sitting around in an airport) trapped in Chicago, with the same bloody song going round in my head. But they did give me two free meals and a night at the Marriott.)


• SLC- Better than expected! Sooo beautiful. When the plane came down it was early evening and all the light was shimmering off the Great Salt Lake. Really amazing!


• American People! Soooo polite and nice they embarass me. The service is so good. In England, its super crappy. That was nice! Youre all lovely people!


• The wedding was loads of fun. It was split into Mormons, Catholics and Heathens, with the UK visitors supplying the heathen population. Not too freaky religious, just fun. Lots of dancing anndd I didnt get really drunk!


• My new cousins (theyre not really my cousins.. theyre my Uncles childrens Mum's husbands kids... but thats a mouthful..) are awesome, and realy lovely and so much fun. It was so cool meeting them for the first time and really sad that I have no idea when I'll see them again


• Everything was so cheap. Oh my god. I need a shopping trip out there!! I hardly bought anything, but it was all amazing. Basically you just swap a pound sign for a dollar. Drove me crazy.


• Victoria's Secret! We don't get that! It was amazing! One of the hardest bits of leaving was leaving that shop behind :'(


• Yep, thats all for now. It was fun.. but Im happy to be back.

This weekend is the Rubber Ball. I realllyyy want to go!! :'( I'll be so gutted if I dont, Ive missed so many amazing fetish events recently and I feel really out of the loop.Argh.

Okay ladies and gents, tomorrow morning I'm off to Ammmerriccaa!

I won't be able to get online whilst Im out there, so I'm gonna say goodbye to you all now and apologise for being super quiet for a couple of weeks.
When I get back I'll be posting blogs and photos and replying to messages like a mad woman.
 
Hopefully it'll be fun, its gonna be good getting some sunshine for the first time in months and getting away for all the clouds and stress in this at-times crappy country.

I get back just before the Rubber Ball weekend. Hopefully I'll have time to plan an outfit and sort out some guys to go with so I can come straight back into the parties. Whoo!

Have a great couple of weeks

I'll miss you all!

x x x

Ok, theres a lot of very silly shit going round about me right now, so I would like to try and clear that up.
I'm not gonna get sucked into any drama, and Im not going to start bitching. I just think I should have my say- hopefully that way people will realise how ridiculous it all is.

Ok.

There is a girl who is dating my ex. That time in my life as not a happy one. For this reason I suppose she is against me and has started a bit of a hate campaign. She has said a couple of untruths to a very close friend and has even started a thread against me on one of the other sites. She has subsequently sent me further mail that I have deleted without reading. 

If any of you ladies who are members of another site hear anything said against me, I hope you will have the good sense to know that it is not true. The things she has written about me have been taken out of context and elaborated upon to suggest I said something I definately do not purely with the aim of causing trouble and drama

I have a few good friends that I love and respect who are members of said site. I think its pretty obvious from that, and from the fact I do Godsgirls, that I dont have an issue with it. I don't think bad things about it and I do not think anything of the girls who model on it. I'm sure any of you who know me know this.

I can't believe anybody would be as immature and vitrolic as to post something like that which does nothing and achieves nothing further than gossip and slander. But I dont want to get involved and I dont want to start bitching, so thats all Im going to say on the matter.

Everyone I have spoken to about this so far has been really great and supportive. Thanks very much! It kinda goes to show that if even members and models of that site can appreciate it is not in my nature to act like that and can take my word over others that obviously I am not the bitch I am made out to be. I firmly believe that by ignoring all of this it will go away, and it will prove that it is not me, but others, that obviously have a problem.

I don't want anyone to get involved or caught up in this, but most of all I don't want anyone who i care about to be upset or offended- so please remember anything that I have claimed to have said and done is from the imagination of a very bitter and angry ex.

The aim of this post is not to belittle anyone or cause more chaos. As far as I'm concerned I have said my piece, she has said her piece, and I have nothing more to say on the matter.

If she really is as happy as she says she is-she wouldn't give a fuck about me.
I know I am at a stage where I'm willing to laugh this off. I have too many good things to worry about the bad.

I may have been very angry about someone telling hurtful untruths to a close friend of mine, and I probably shouldnt have let it get to me, but now, frankly I'm over it.
* There was no issue of jealousy (?!?!)
* There was NO issue over the godsgirls/competitive site divide. As far as I'm concerned, there is no divide. I do not begrudge any site that will accept Godsgirls in its members!
* I hope you can all see that Im not the kind of person to care about or get involved with this kind of thing

Thank you all for your support. I feel a little at a loss not being able to defend myself.. but as far as Im concerned, I dont need to. Anyone who knows me will no the truth. Anyone who doesnt isnt worth knowing

Thanks girlies and members :)


much much much love, A x x

I dunno if I’ve put up these shots before… If you’re on my Myspace, you’re probably sick of em, I’ve been selling prints and that means pimping them out like mad. So I apologise for that. I love big beds. I love being naked. I love making money for loving big beds and being naked, haha (again!). I won’t try sell em to you, but here’s a little look if you’re interested…














Hopefully before I get to America I’ll have got some recent beauty work back that Ive shot in the past couple of weeks for some agency. I really wanna shoot again soon, I’m getting bored!! I also desperately want a DIY… They’re so much fun but to be honest I’m tired of trying when it never works out 

Wanna try one girls..?

Also, I dyed my hair. I used one that uses no bleach, ammonia or chemicals. Its made purely from herbs and vegetable oils so it doesn’t destroy my hair. I hate the idea of dyes ruining it. Anyway, Im really pleased with it cos it’s a nice colour annddd its all super glossy and shiney  Look!







Everyone has gone away leaving me all alone… As I mentioned in my previous post, I’ve been feeling kinda ‘lonely’. At least the empty quiet house means I can laze about naked. That’s been a relief.

I’m all done with the cleaning now. The house looks sparkling. I did break the shower head off the wall and totally detune some ones guitar, but hey, the little metal thingies were dusty. I’m sure I’ll find out who it belongs to soon… I’ve been sitting about listening to Jesu and reading a book called A Short History Of Tractors in Ukrainian. That’s kinda amusing.

Being sat at home has kinda made me turn to Godsgirls.. I feel like I’m monopolising the blogs, posting two in one day, but soon I’ll be in America and I won’t have internet access so I guess Im just making up for that, right?

Come leave a comment, or send me message, say hi! I’d love the company x x

I've been trying to post a blog for days now, and every time I try I don't know what to say... Its one of those confusing things. See? Tongue tied.

I don't really know how I feel right now, other than continually horny. Oh my god. I mean, everyone gets horny... but its not usually constant is it? Its getting impossible to get anything done, haha. I'm going to Salt Lake City on Monday for a few weeks, so I'm probably gonna seal up... =p

Apart from my current Desperate Housewives break I'm spending the day cleaning the house. Its a thorough spring clean job, and I'm doing every room and its pretty tiring. I do get to wear leggings and a headband though XD The only other consolation is getting to the gym with Han later.

Ok, before I end this insanely dull post- I need your opinion. I have the nicest seedy bread... Brie or avacado?

x x x

Here is a shot from the DIY i tried to do the other day. It took hours and hours and hours and in the end there wasn't enough decent pictures to make a set. I'm so annoyed at how totally rubbish I am! I either cut off my head, or my legs, or they're too dark, or too bright...

Can someone help me shoot a DIY?? I really wanna put some up :(

Anyway, here is me naked on my couch!





Heading off to catch a train soon to go to a wedding with my best mate. Hopefully it should be fun seing him again!

Today I was contacted and asked if I wanted to participate in the new Dizee Rascal music video.

 It wasn't even through a casting, they just emailed me directly. i got a message saying they were looking for a 'unusual, angular brunette English beauty' and they thought I would be perfect for it. It involved wearing underwear and corsets and lots of writhing about with beautiful girls. Whats more, they offered me the main role, as opposed to one of the other 5 girls.

Im absolutely gutted as its the day after my friends wedding which I'm going to, so I can't make it. It sounded sooo much fun, I would have loved to have done it! Really upset as at the moment I've missed a few cool opportunities and its just getting me down. I want some more work! I was also meant to have a paid shoot this week but I haven't heard back about it. I was really depending on the money.

Just finished making my Mama a mix tape for her car. I was in a club the other day and they played about 4 songs in a row that really reminded me of her and the tunes she loves, so I made up a list. Shes a bit mad on punk and ska. She calls it 'Happy Music'

Disk 1, which Ive just completed features:
 'All my Friends are MetalHeads' by Less Than Jake,
 'Once We Were Anarchists' and 'Back in The Day' by Frank Turner, (fucking with your parents makes you grow up big and strong.. not-so-subliminal messaging!)
lots of Green Day (I never said I approved of her music tastes...)
lots of The Misfits,
The Cure
Modest Mouse (Of Course!!!)
And then a few little bits I think she should check out, like Meneguar, Band of Horses and Yndi Halda.

She will love it :)

I even got a bit over excited and put all my arty skills to good use by making a little cover. It had a big happy cloud with multi coloured rays of light and 'Mama's Happy Music' on it, hehe
I plan to do a few more disks, with some other tracks, like Sigue Ros (Gobbledigook!) and Million Dead...

Fun.

There are more disks to come.. theres a lot of tunes she needs to hear

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