Adreena's journals

Just got home to an empty house with a new Minus the Bear cd. What is it with me and the M section of record stores? I go looking for Million Dead and I come out with Modest Mouse. I go in for Modest Mouse and i come back with Minus the Bear....  I have half a bottle of sloe gin left over from last night sitting in the kitchen wanting drinking and Baileys ice cream in the freezer. Basically Im a happy girly!!

Here are some new pictures...







I won't punish you with all of em, but you get the drift....

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Oh my god. It has not stopped raining all day. Its dark and grey and just rains all the time. Its so depressing and its driving me crazy- i havn't left the house all day and Im desperate to go for a run :( I. am. so. bored.
I mean what the hell?! Its summer!! Sometimes I really hate this country...

Tommorow I have a shoot. Some Tony and Guy stylist is doing my hair and Im really nervous as I have no idea what hes gonna do to it. That being said, it is in serious need of getting sorted out...

I hope its a good shoot. To be honest I dont even wanna leave the house its so rancid out. Ho hum. I'll keep you posted!

x x

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I once had an ex boyfriend who tried to destroy my life. He was my biggest mistake and even after everything, I cannot forgive him and I never want to see him again. Today he messaged me on myspace. I still cant work out why. He said he had an album up with pictures of his dogs and turtles if I wanted to look. ?!?! Why would I want to look at his animals?? I don't even want to go on his profile at all. How can he afford all this crap?? He was on the dole for years. Hes always wasted money and had no maturity.

He also asked me if Id seen the book of some other site, and it was such a shame I never joined. I dont need modelling advice from him! I didnt join because it was so pornographic and that just aint my cup of tea. I remember him having a go at me for joining Godsgirls- saying I was too good for it... and then trying to pedal me to this other site! It as blatantly obvious he just didnt want me modelling when he couldnt show me off. What a joker.

I saw him at the last Torture Garden, constantly trying to catch my eye. I avoided him and clung on to Maxime Avet for dear life, hiding behind him. It was perverse how desperately he seemed to want to catch my eye. I wanted to be sick.

So i sent a very curt reply (why did that make me feel guilty?!) and blocked him. Ha! Howd'ya like them apples?

Eurgh.. Everytime I see him or hear from him it makes me feel physically sick. Physically sick to think about what that man did to me.

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I had an awesome shoot yesterday! It was a retro/ pin-up shoot for a catalogue of pin up dresses and swim suits and also the new What Katie Did vintage lingerie rang, for her website etc.

The make up artist/ hair stylist was great, and really sweet. It was the first time I had my hair all done 1940s and it looked sooo cute- I wish I knew how to do it myself! The makeup was also all perfect too, and they changed my hair for each shoot.

The first outfit was an adorable Hawaiian style 40s swim suit, with flowers in my hair… really fun. I love that look :) I then did some other nautical looking swim suits and a couple of teeny polka dot dresses.

I think we shot from about 1 till 8 in the evening. Today I ache like mad. The ‘What Katie Did’ lingerie was all slinky black stockings and bullet bras, corsets etc. I had a beautiful musky red little vintage hat with pearls and feathers. As well as basic straight forward catalogue shots, the designer also wanted some arty, dark sexy pictures, so I cant wait to see them :)

After all the assistants etc, had left Tony then tied me up and did loads of bondage shots that he didn’t wanna have to do in front of the MUA etc. I don’t really know what they were for, and I don’t think it was part of the paid work. I think he was going to give them to his agency to sell on GettyImages and that kinda thing. I didn’t mind- I love being tied up!

We also shot for his site NylonFlash- a members only site for nylon stocking fetishes. I’m going to be his cover girl and Pin Up of the month, which meant I had to sign loads of things for him to put on the site. All I had to do was lie about in a cheap motel style set up, in vintage underwear and play with stockings. Pretty fun!

Tony is a total sweetheart, I like shooting with him, and he says he loves using me. To be honest I was having so much fun trying on all the cute dresses and wearing pretty make up I forgot about being paid. Turns out I get to choose any of the £190 swim suits or dresses I like AND get paid by Miss Katie. Awesome!! I was pretty stoked about that (I’ve always wanted one of the swimsuits, but they’re so expensive) but apparently they have more work for me, including shooting a new line of clothing (Double pay, or £200 worth of underwear!) and a catwalk show at a burlesque club. He’s also offered me to shoot a range of playing cards… All in all it was a very productive day!

Today Im achey as hell from contorting into stupid pin up poses and I can hardly move. But its worth it. I’ll put pictures up when I get them!

X x x

I bought my web domain. whoop!
I got
www.missadreena.co.uk

:)
Now I just need to get a web designer and have it made all pretty and I'll have me a website! yay!

x x

I moved house today. I'm soo exhausted!

 I really hate packing. So many boxes and bags and things that just dont belong anywhere. Even worse, I now have to UNPACK tommorow. Its going to be a nightmare :(

 My Dad very kindly came and helped me move out. Within five minutes of arriving he told me neighbour he was a tasteless knob. Rude, but very true. I took out my plugs especially for him, to show him how quickly they heal up. Instead of being pleased at my litle gift he laughed at me and told i should be in a freak show for having three arse holes. And now I have to stretch them all over again :(

Ive moved back to London and under my parents roof till the tenancy on my new house starts. All the mock orange is blossoming and everything looks beautiful and Im happy to be back.

Tonight I cooked with my brother. We all have a very harmonious relationship and i was really good seeing him again after so long. Ive lived alone long enough to be used to doing lots of cleaning and tidying and this sets me in a pretty good place back here, where I have been cooking dinner for my Dad and cleaning up after and generally trying to be useful whilst Im in his house.

I just came back from a long walk and now Im sat in my room feeling a little lonely and downcast and my good mood has gone. I feel a littl downcast

I was really hoping to see him this weekend and now I know that I wont. And I feel absolutely gutted.