Abi's journals

I want to stick it in Olive. Thats all.

Bowflex is stupid. My stomach hurts. I'm sick of coughing after I got over being sick a week ago.

remember when I used be be like, interesting? What happened to that? Wish I was a drug addict still. They have all kinds of fun things to say.

Got a lovely call from Swindle earlier :) Totally made my day, as it always does. I miss that girl. Also bought a shitty $8 skateboard from Walmart to go sleding on tonight while drinking. HUZZAH. The trucks are fucking PLASTIC! How jenky is that!? Why you would buy that for your kid, I have no idea.

Eight inches of snow by tonight? Crazy shit. It was 70+ degrees the other day and then in an hour it was16. wtf missouri. BUT eight inches of snow means I can accomplish my dream: take the sheet trays and large frying pans outside at work and sled down the hill into Madison Square Garden's parking lot. BOO-RAH!

Also. This pink hair dye smells suspiciously like melting crayons...

So getting in the shower a moment ago, I got curious...

Turns out I can stack 6 CDs on my nipple.

Dude we are so epic. Literally five minutes after this set was shot, I was in a cab to the Emergancy Room, ha. But obviously I wanted to be upright for long enough to shoot with Tomi because she's totally amazing. She did my makeup and I gave her my puppy jammie pants and wifebeater and we got naked in the sun way high up on the roof. Kelly had to keep telling us to come away from the edge, I guess we were in love enough to have a suicide pact together.

The shorts I have on and the shirt Tomi is wearing is what I had on when I stumbled into the hospital, but I left all my stuff behind and let Tomi wear anything she wanted out of it, so its been nice to see some of my clothes pop up in her sets. Of course now when I wear them I giggle cause I'm 12. Love you girlie!

Wow. My dad really loves Chuck Norris...

I feel so shitty. Everything hurts. I'm totally quitting smoking after this. I haven't had a cigarette in four days already, and I really can't even stand to think about them right now. Mebbe when I feel better that will change, but whatever. Swindlllllle come cuddle with me and read me stories?

I'm really hungry but I can't eat much. I drank some water early in the morning, then as I stumbled to the bathroom to piss, I just started to throw it all up, along with some mucus, which I have plenty of to spare so thats fine. Everytime I cough, my whole torso just hurts from being strained so much, achey breaky ribcage :( Paaaain everywheeere.

I just wish there was a Sonic built onto my house, so I could have all the slushies and smoothies I want while I die. Can you die from bronchitis? Certainly feels like it...

So I have a nasty case of bronchitis and a small chest infection. I feel gross and achey But they gave me some antibiotics and some pill-things for my cough, but they don't work completely, I'm still hacking up icky stuff and my nose is running ever so consistantly.

Anyhow, I should be fine in a week to a month apparently, so heres to looking forward to that. I have a smoothie to sip at least

I'm so sick. I haven't been this bad since LA, and I think its worse, only instead of my stomach being upset, its my head. I've just been curled up on the couch shaking and crying for two days, and we're about to leave for the ER to make sure I don't have pnemonia, because theres been alot of that going around lately. I go between waking up covered in sweat and feeling like my brain is going to explode from all the pressure on my ears, making it nearly impossible to hear anything very well.

Anyway, heres to hoping I'm not dying.