New hole, I think this is #17...

Annaliese should bring me to her house so I can be a mermaid in her bathtub. Its very nice and blue in that bathroom, and despite the window having no cover while I was trying to shower, I'd still climb in there will all my shell necklaces and flap around for her. Just so long as I'm fed, because then we'll have to deal with a dead body and thats going to be hard to explain. Wow, first Annaliese trys to put me in her basement crawlspace to die, now I'm starving to death in her bathtub. Pattern.

Theres a pile of chocolate covered coffee beans in front of me, and I need to devour them and go shower. I don't know if I'm going to shower, I'm kinda lazy, but I suppose working with food stuff I'm gonna have to. Oh fuck that. Why won't Tori Amos just adopt me and cuddle me in big fluffly blankets and sit me on top of her piano. And if that doesn't work I suppose there is always the mermaid option, if Annaliese decides she wants one. Volenteering over here! Ahhh she's gonna kick me off the site for being a loony in a fantasy world. Or, in this case, her bathtub.

Anyway. Nail is still attached to my toe, hurts a little less but I wish it would just fuckin go back to normal already. I'm ready to RUN places and drive without using the middle of my foot.

Last night I got struck with some awful, horrible, crippling abdominal pain right as I was supposed to leave to be a stripper at a casino party. It was terrible, I felt bad for skipping out but when I called Erica to inform her I couldn't stand up, much less dance around, I just started sobbing and squeezing myself into a ball. Ohhh it was quite awful, I dunno what it was, I'm okay today just sore. Mebbe my insides are melting in to goo, and thats stupid. I like goo, just not inside me.

In other news, I'm still working most of the time, going to the Loop, bugging Dennis at Fifis and possibly spending Thanksgiving alone this year. I don't mind it. My uncle the priest is hosting this year, and he's fucking having it catered which is bullshit, so I think I'll hint at volenteering to work over that holiday, maybe I can swindle Halloween off instead.

Speaking of the Loop, Kelly at Subterranean ordered this for me and it came in yesterday, I love it so very much:



You can google it and lotsa rad pictures come up, if you wanna check it out. Yaaaay books.